Well, we're more than a week into 2024 and I'm finally posting a recap of last year. That tells you how productive it was and the break I needed!
Let's take a quick look at what I accomplished since this time last year:
I guess that is quite a bit, isn't it! I'm going to answer a few retrospective questions like we do at my day job to dig into things.
Hustle.
A few things went better than I thought they would. I didn't expect the interest in my mental health-based games as they got. I didn't think the little game jam that birthed I, The Land would bring as much traffic as it would.
And, I was just saying to my buddy Neil that I didn't expect to enjoy letting go of my Bug & Claw baby and accepting help as much as I did. I think that means I need to do it more this year. Seeing Hodag's illustrations and interpretations of the world I've been creating only helped inspire and drive me more.
Another thing that surprised me was how vastly different the things people would be interested in across social media channels would be. For example, my one word games are very popular on Tumblr (not viral or anything, but popular for me), whereas my original games like I, The Land are more popular on Mastodon.
Time: I feel like I hit my stride in the summer time and definitely slowed to a grinding halt around October. Things shifted at my day job and I had to help wear a couple of additional hats temporarily. At the end of each day, I just need to power down right now. I'm hoping that starts to change soon within a month and I'll be able to get back to Bug & Claw. Aside from a couple smaller game jams and print versions of what I've already made, I think Bug & Claw will be my focus this year.
Deadlines: My deadline for Grim Accoutrements was a stress for me. I could have easily let it drag and drag. I learned so much working on that supplement, whether it was how to translate rules across systems, how to quickly generate ideas for the TTRPG space, or what might work well page layout wise.
Money: I want to enjoy what I'm creating, absolutely, but I am also perpetually stressed about money. To see people starting to pay for my creations means so so much.
Managing social media: Holy heck, I hate it. I was doing well at the start of the year on Twitter, but the more Musk destroyed the space the worse my performance seemed to get. I started to pick up on Tumblr but I don't always have something visual to share. If I could outsource or hire for anything in the coming years, I think I would easily accept help with social media.
Well, I think doing this retrospective was healthy because I realize now just how much I accomplished. It's more than I thought. I think I'm proud of it all for different reasons. I, The Land, for example, I'm proud of how well it turned out in such a short amount of time and for being an original system. Grim Accoutrements I'm proud of for the sheer amount of work that went into it and finally getting it done.
Grim Accoutrements was also mentioned in the Necrotic Gnome newsletter and blog (creators of Old School Essentials), which surprised and delighted me.
I think I need to recruit and accept more help! As my work/life balance eases up in the new year I think I'll also carve off smaller pieces and working incredibly iteratively. As Bug & Claw gets closer to the finish line I'll also be asking for more feedback. If I want the launch to go well, I should probably start building up or asking for help with social media, too.
For an alpha release of Bug & Claw to knock people's socks off! Monkey's Lunch is sponsoring the Ennies, I'm going to play in a few other games to help playtest for new creators, and have fun digging into the community. I'd also love to do another small game jam if I can. I just want to carve off small chunks and keep building up the worls of Bug & Claw and the Wilds.
